Tuesday, June 30, 2009

Anniversary

















Mom, 1948.



It's been two years since my mom died, and I still think about her every day. I have a hard time watching shows on TV that show people in hospital beds. It almost always makes me cry. Last week the TNT show The Closer had the main character's cat get sick and die, and that made me cry too. I'm tired of crying already.

Sometimes I almost wish I could believe in heaven. I don't, and I know that when people say that my mom's in a better place that they mean well, but it doesn't make me feel better. I can't convince myself now that she's gone that there is some higher plane. How does that make people feel better? I'm not being snarky, that's a real question.
I've talked to one sister on the phone, and she's at home today so as not to deal with work. I'm trying to call the other one to go see my dad. I want to be there with him, but avoidance is sooo attractive. The bubba's out of town, so I'll try to call him later so as not to get him all sad at work.

I'm so petty. I've got all these jealousies and mean emotions right now too. People suck. Me included.

Saturday, March 28, 2009

Education Shortage


"The arts are not pretty bulletin boards.
They are not turkeys and bunny rabbits.
They are not frivolous entertainment.
The arts are our humanity.
They are the languages of civilization through which we express our fears, our anxieties, our hungers, our struggles, our hopes.
They are systems of meaning that have real and important utility, which is why schools that give students the means and encouragement to explore these realms provide a better education."
Charles Fowler


Over at Pharyngula, PZ Myers tells a frightening story. He's right that our educational foundation is being eroded, and it's happening at the high school and elementary level as well. He's concerned about loss of science education, but I'm concerned about losing arts education.

In the school district where I work, one of our Arts administrators was just cut and must now teach full time. That means no advocate for visual arts, no concerted effort to normalize curriculum, and even less funds for advocacy than before. Many of the districts around are in a hiring freeze. If anyone leaves my school, they will not be replaced unless someone within the district can be found.


In the district where I used to teach, they are cutting HALF of the elementary art teachers so that each teacher at elementary level now has to travel between two schools. That means 1200 students instead of 600, and each student would now receive 1 hour of visual art every two weeks instead of 1 hour every week. That district had only recently allotted each school a whole teacher.


One of Mr. Myers commenters, in rightly being concerned about the loss of science classes, advocates putting arts classes on the chopping block instead.

Commenter ZK says: "What does "Liberal Arts" mean? It sounds like something that could do with cutting, rather than geology. . . [universities] persist in "teaching" stupid subjects that only exist so that thick/lazy/disinterested kids can get a degree. . . " and then calls liberal arts, or to be fair parts of it, "meaningless twaddle."

And commenter Justin says: "Liberal arts? Get rid of some absurd department/course like "Women's studies" or "Urban Studies". Any decent social studies program should include thorough coverage of women and urban people, but to make seperate (sic) degrees out of them is simply bizarre."*

I don't see why this should be an either/or situation. NONE of these things should be cut, and education institutions across the country, colleges and public elementary/high schools are experiencing cuts. And Governor (P)Rick Perry has apparently said that he will reject at least some of the stimulus money in unemployment benefits, so who knows who else he'll throw under the bus. I live in a state filled with idiots, and it makes me sad. **



*Unfortunately the conversation gets derailed by someone named Erasmus who ridicules all the liberal arts and can only see merits in "hard sciences" but doesn't apply the same rigorous attention to detail in his own comments and citations as you might expect from a scientist.

**Not least because the Texas Legislature is still debating about whether or not to include creationism in the science curriculum.

Wednesday, February 11, 2009

Can you say 'creepy'?



















This is gross. And, no, it's not funny, and yes, I do think that this is something that I should worry about.

In case you can't read it, it says:
"iGirl - She Obeys" and it gets worse from there.
"Less than the price of a cup of coffee or a beer."

I didn't make it up, it's actually on iTunes.

Wednesday, January 14, 2009

24

I enjoy Jack Bauer's adventures, and I'm pretty good with suspension of disbelief, but please.

ONE firewall that controls/limits access to ALL of our infrastructure systems?

The clumsiest exposition EVAR.
"Gee, Jack, we both know this information about the current plot, but let me just say it awkwardly for the benefit of the stupid viewer."
"No problem, Chloe.  By the way, did you know that I tortured people and I'M NOT SORRY, even though I've said that twice in every episode so far?"

Thursday, December 25, 2008

NANO Success

Turns out not so much success as a good idea and not enough execution. I'll try again next year.

I did get interested in another story from a while ago. It's got a bit more humor than the other, so it might be more fun.

More later.

Test

Test from iPod Touch.

Tuesday, November 04, 2008

NaNoWriMo Progress

It's the fourth day of NaNoWriMo, and I am on track. I'm just about to sit down and start my fourth day's work, and I have about 5200 words. I'm going to try and pass the minimum for today, but I might not because last night I fell asleep on the couch with my laptop in my lap.

The story progresses well thus far, and though I thought it was going to be more about a god stalking a high school girl, it's actually about a particular pantheon asking the girl for a favor. Don't know what the favor is yet since I didn't outline, but it's going well.

A couple of links for you:
Time's 50 Best Inventions of 2008
and
The Best Tech Tools to Get in Shape.

Friday, October 31, 2008

Happy Halloween!

Happy Halloween!

Some linkage for you:
Awesome/Awful jokes on Making Light,
20 Classic Films in Legos


Sorry it's been more than a month between posts. School's keeping me pretty busy, got four preps this year, which means four different lesson plans to the administrators every Monday, four kinds of grading to do, and four types of assignments to write.

On the plus side, I haven't had many discipline problems except for the Big Bigot and the Little Bigot (more about them later) and I have a student aide who is better at grading than I am. I need to buy that girl lunch or something.

Also, Happy NaNoWriMo! I've decided to try again this year, after my failure of a couple years past. I've actually advertised it people IRL, so that might keep me on task. There's two other teachers at school doing it too, and I'm hoping that we'll be able to support one another. I've never actually had an acquaintance that I could see almost every day do this with me, so I'm pretty excited.

I may or may not post with more frequency in November, though it will probably surpass my October total of 1. See you on the other side!

Sunday, September 07, 2008

She Has a Vagina


Brittle evil in an attractive Tina Fey package.

Just the ticket to get those Hillary supporters away from Obama. I know that I will only vote for gyno-Americans, regardless of their actual policies.

Saturday, August 30, 2008

so . . . tired . . .

Welcome to all the visitors from Talk About Comics forum. I've been busy at school trying to teach freshmen how to draw or I would have written something earlier.

Thanks to James Kochalka for linking to my blog. It was nice to meet you, and my niece devoured your book in two days. Then she wouldn't let me read it.

So far I've had my students try some Mona Brooks exercises, done blind contour drawing, made them draw with their non-dominant hand, and done an upside-down drawing as recommended in Drawing on the Right Side of the Brain.

On Monday I'll be visiting Chloe and Cletus in HEB and I get to see their 3 year old, and of course baby Mary.

Have a great Labor Day Weekend!

Sunday, August 24, 2008

Friday, August 22, 2008

Busy

Posting will be sporadic for at least the next week, as school starts on Monday and I'm nowhere near ready. Wish me luck!


Here's two photos of James Kochalka from the SDCC, drawing his version of Warlock from New Mutants for a friend of his.















Sunday, August 17, 2008

Ocean Beach (in San Diego)


This is the street at the end of the Ocean Beach Pier. It was about 10pm. We stayed at a little B&B on Narragansett Street. Very cute place.
Unfortunately, Ocean Beach is under the takeoff path for the planes at San Diego International. At 6am.


















I wanted to try to use my camera in manual mode. It's a Minolta Dimage*, and I've had really good luck with it. Except that the battery cover's about to break, it's a great little camera.

This is my brother and my niece as we walk toward the ocean.

















Here I rested the camera on the handrail and pointed it toward Sea World. I love the sky in this one.


















Walking back down the pier. I like that all the photos have a different color.



















I had the camera strap around my wrist because the ocean was a loong way down, but it was resting on the railing. I accidentally pulled the strap as I pushed the button.










* I bought it in 2003 and I've taken it on all of my trips. It can take some really good shots, and almost all of the photos that I post are from this camera.

Saturday, August 16, 2008

Even More Costumes from ComicCon

Aldrea, my niece took these at the convention.



These Predators look great. I don't remember seeing them at all. It's weird what you notice and what you don't.





















I know Xena's a bit blurry, but look at that awesome costume.






















I have no idea.
Cool, though.




















Link and ? I'm not a giant Zelda fan like Aldrea, so I have no clue as to the identity of the bandaged person.



















Love this Zelda costume.

Little Mary (IKYDA)


My sister had a baby on the day we flew to San Diego. She tried to schedule the birth on Friday, but these things never work out that way.

Here she is. Named after my mom, with I'llKickYourDamnAss as a middle name. Not really, but it would be cool.

Wednesday, August 13, 2008

For My Siblings

Hope this makes you laugh:
The Ack Attack

Tuesday, August 12, 2008

Writing Prompt #01 (v. 2)

From Writer's Digest:
You're a stand-up comedian having a good night on stage except for one loudmouth in the back of the crowd who keeps heckling you. As your set ends, you storm off stage to confront this person, only to discover it's (fill in the blank). Write this scene.

That sucks. Mine does too, but I'm not a professional.

Describe your car. Use all five senses and some metaphors. Also, give your car a name in the description and make it fit the car.

I'll post mine in the next few days.

Sunday, August 10, 2008

Memory Lane

I was just reading some of the backups I made of this blog afterI decided in a fit of pique to delete it and blog under another name. I was MEAN!

Here's an excerpt:
I go to an afternoon teacher's meeting and don't get back to my desk until after 4pm, and see the message light on my phone. Hoping that it's the doctor's office, I call and listen to the message, but it's the nurse, and this is what she said, "Kate, this is Kristen from Dr. Patel's office. First, I need you to understand that I'm just a temp, I'm another Kristen and I just got here today. I'm trying to help you. I need to talk to you to find out what you need called in. Please do not get upset with me, this is a different Kristen. I need you to return my call at 555-5555. I'll try to help you the best I can."

I tried calling back at a little after 4, and got the following response, "You have reached Dr. Patel's after-hours voicemail. Please leave a message."

So, here's a message to Kristen: Kristen, get the fuck off your ass and do what you're supposed to do. Look at my chart and then the fax that the pharmacy already sent your dumb ass and fax it back with the authorization. Then, take that fax and shove it in your ear to clean out the shit that passes for your brain, and NEVER, EVER, temp in a doctor's office again. Then, have the doctor call me so I can tell them that they have hired a monkey passing for a human, and that not only will I never be going to their office again, but I'm also going to place a full page ad in the Dallas paper telling everyone what my experience was so that no one else pays $180 to be subjected to impersonal treatment and the idiocy and incompetence of the Kristens* of the world.

*If you are a Kristen, work at a doctor's office and are not a moron, please, please tell the rest of them to quit being so stupid.

Also, I've been blogging since July of 2004. I had no idea that I'd been doing this for four years. And mostly in the same place. As I recall (with some help from archived files), I started keeping this blog to do writing exercises and try sticking to my goals and to record my experiences with online dating. Those haven't been a priority for quite some time now, but I think that maybe I'll get back to some of that stuff. I've been spending way too much time with Google Reader and not enough time entertaining myself.

Maybe it's like a little kid with a cardboard box.* I had this a cardboard box, refrigerator-sized as all kids know any decent cardboard box should be, and I put imagination and pieces of myself into it and played. It was whatever I wanted. But now it's not just a cardboard box, it's some fancy toy and I've lost the fun of just having the container. I'd like to get back to that.

Now, as with most things, I am a procrastinator and honestly a bit lazy. If it involves anything more strenuous than using a remote on-button, not for me. We'll all see.

*Not the best metaphor, but it conveys what I feel.

Saturday, August 02, 2008

More Costumes from ComicCon




Old school Cylons. They wouldn't let me take a photo of my niece with them, and went into the exhibit hall right after I asked. I'm sure that it was just a coincidence and they had important business.










Bat-villains. Lots of those, actually, including an awesome Ceasar Romero style Joker with an fabulous purple brocade suit. Who I didn't manage to get with my camera.











Four huddling Indianas, with one Willi and one Marion.

















Power Girl posing with my niece, who shall remain anonymous, but was dressed as film X-Man, Rogue.